Dreams do come true

It began almost 30 years ago. I saw him…

I was standing at the top of the stairs and he was working in the store. I said to myself, “He is so handsome; one day he is going to be my husband.” That day changed my life forever. I had no idea it would take almost 30 years. He would marry someone else and so did I. The roads we traveled separately were tumultuous and daunting. Don’t get me wrong there has been good times over the years. Everything hasn’t been all bad. Thinking back everything that I have been through was preparing me for this moment. The moment I have dreamed countless times about. The moment that I thought would never come to fruition; especially after so many years I admit I lost faith.

Losing faith but still asking God, What’s the deal?  If he and I are not suppose to be together remove him from my heart. I mean I do believe If I ask for something and I am sincere in my asking I will receive whatever it is I am requesting. Yes, it works. I am living proof of asking and receiving. I have done it many, many times but my request about this particular topic was falling on death ears so much so that every time I asked he would come back stronger. No matter what I did or said I couldn’t shake him.

and so it has come to fruition…He is mine and I am his…

The Love Chapter: I loved you then…

I think of you often… I wonder if you noticed, when I was younger I use to come to your job just to see you. You sold me my 1st hiphop CD You seemed so shy. More timid then shy. you were so fine, you still are. I would hang around hoping you would get the nerve to say something but each time you would let me get away. I kept coming hoping you would say something to let me know it was ok. Then I found out you thought I was to young. You thought I was underage. I was infatuated with you but I was old enough to play.